Say it again for me

we were almost that close 

stranger-friends-close friends- best friend....

but you don't seem to care anymore

not even a hello or goodbye

my one and only guy best friend if you are reading this, I wish you knew I was so in love with you 

Why is it always as soon as I start to like you, you like another girl and when I stop liking you, you like me.

"Why don't we talk anymore?" He asked confused.
"I can't talk to you." She said tears running down her cheek.
"But why?" He asked looking into her teary eyes.
"Your with her. You love her." She said wiping away the pain.
"I love you too." He said glancing at his girlfriend standing in the distance.
"Don't lie to me." She whispered.
"Im not." He said looking back at her.
"Then do me a favor..." She said looking serious
"Anything." He said hoping for forgivness.
"Just forget me." She said walking away forever.

The more people I love 
The more alone I am.
I always want to give everyone everything.
I always want to always be there when you want me there.
I will never say no.

She's the girl that has a few best friends & doesn't need anyone, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. 

The girl that expects way too much. 

Doesn't care what anyone thinks, and is nice to everyone. 

She's the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. 

The kinda girl that will put all trust in you until you gave her a reason not to. 

She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. 

She's the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she's the girl who says she isn't ticklish, but really is. 

She's the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. 

She believes in loving somebody forever

It actually kills me when we dont speak =/

It's crazy to think that in this very second right now. Someone's dying. 
Someone's crying their heart out.
Someone's cheating on their wife. 
Someone's writing a suicide note. 
Someone just lost their daughter. 
Someone just got diagnosed with cancer. 
Someone just got in a car accident. 
Someone's pregnant. 
Someone did cocaine for the first time. 
Someone just got raped. 
Someone took another person's life. 
Someone hasn't talked to their dad in years. 
Someone's abusing their spouse. 
Someone's signing divorce papers. 
Someone killed themselves. Right there.
In that very second, all of that happened somewhere out there in the world.


so no matter who you are or where you are
there is somebody who loves you and care about you :)