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I don't really have anyone to talk to about my problems not like I used to.. They say you just gotta find the right person to talk to and I thought " who?" Who is someone I can talk to, someone who can listen to me just for second to get things off my chest.. I would said now that no one understand what I'm going through, I just wanna cry but then at the same time I don't feel like crying, I can't even explain or describe what I'm going through mentally,  .. I try to be happy, I try to appreciate things,  feel alive again but where ever I am, I just felt empty.. like NOTHING..  

Stand in front of mirror & say to yourself, “I am always with you. I will never let you down!”

Does someone out there actually likes me for who I am?

or 

Appreciate my existent on earth? 

or love me ? =/ 

Honestly, I have good friends, but I don't open up to them yea that's my problem, I just don't know okay?

maybe I tell them my probs but then they just try to comfort me, and I got through it alone.. 

maybe I'm just insane..

sometimes I think I'm rude in front of my friends and they don't mind at all.. I can't control myself sometimes..but then I have know everything will fall into place in His time

 

Everything will be alright, It always does :)