Waiting..

Damn. I hate it so much when I can't stop thinking about you, yes YOU.. and I know I said I used to like you

but It's just not like that way, It's just that I like you too much.. and everytime I thought of you, thought of maybe we'll have a chance , but I'm must be mad thinking about it, I know somehow We will never be together, It's like impossible, and one thing you didn't know, that I was waiting for you.. waiting for you to come back, but no, I was a fool, how could I even thought you would come back, and besides you like her not Me.. I get it.

I CONFUSE MY FEELING WITH THE TRUTH

When I thought about all over again, you know like how we started off friends? I didn't know I would fall for you that hard till now I can't seemed to forget you at all. Never knew that I had feelings for you, everytime we touched, I get this weird feeling, that makes my heart beat fast and I don't realize I was smiling either :)

but She is lucky, she is very lucky or maybe she doesn't know that, you both had no idea, how I watched you from the corner just holding on to myself, falling to pieces.. watching you both  smiling, I wasn't mad or anything.. wasn't jealous either, just felt speechless, just felt like an idiot.. I'm visible to  you only when she's not around, it's like how could I be so blind, I couldn't see when the truth was just infront of me.

I've tried to let go, believe me I did everything I could, but I just Can't, Maybe I would never let go...