The wonders of your name

Back in 19th June 2014

Sha Mao, Sam, Sammie, SAM, Sammy

I love you when you’re not around, when you aren’t next to me. 

I crave for your presence, your collar bones, your soft arms, 

your strong eyebrows, your tight rump, your gentle hug, 

your sweaty palms and most of all, your heart. 

I want to love myself like how you love me.

I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you I love you, it’s not honest, 

I’ll tell you when I do.

And it’s okay if you don’t know my favorite things in life, 

it’s okay that you’d never bothered to ask. 

But you’re in love with me, 

and honestly saying never in my life someone said that they love me. 

You were the first