Life just isn't

I've learned a thing or two during the holidays . It's funny that you worry a lot each day and do nothing about it. So I decided to re-read my journal the things I said, the things I promise myself and I start to feel better  about myself. I stop worrying so much about everything. 

 I said to myself, I don't want a relationship, I just want someone beside me, to comfort me, to make me feel better, like a better person, to correct me if I'm wrong, to laugh with me, to be the reason someone is alive because of me, someone to love, someone to hold me when worries came rushing,, to tell me I can be better, to see all my flaws and still love me.

Life isn't about keeping score.  It's not about how

many people call you and it's not about who you've

dated, are dating or haven't dated at all.  It isn't

about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which

guy or girl likes you.  It's not about your shoes or

your hair or the color of your skin or where you live

or go to school.  In fact, it's not about grades,

money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not.

Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if

you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or

unaccepted you are.  Life just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt.  It's

about how you feel about yourself.  It's about trust,

happiness and compassion.  It's about sticking up for

your friends and replacing inner hate with love.  Life

is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and

building confidence.  It's about what you say and what

you mean.  It's about seeing people for who they are

and not what they have.  Most of all, it is about

choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a

way that could never have been achieved otherwise.

These choices are what life's about.

A very short lesson in Psychology:


When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you

I feel sorry for my parents.


They’re getting older & weaker, day by day. Yet they still manage to stay strong. Here they are going to work just so I can have food to eat, clothes to wear, a roof over my head, even just to buy me unnecessary things. Then comes me; talking back, not being thankful for everything they’ve done for me, yelling at them, being impolite, etc. I admit, I do feel bad but sometimes I cant help it. I just wish there was a way I could be more “respectful” to them.