There is a reason

After years, I've been losing people who are close to me and not so close, that's probably normal, but now I know why, I tell people, I write songs about them. Example like Taylor Swift, did she kept it all inside when Someone hurts her, or betrayed her , or lie to her or even love her . No. She tells the whole world through her song. It's not wrong, and You can't expect her to keep it all inside. What can you do , It's not hurt them if you want them to write a good song about you , treat them well.

So my crush hates me now, wait no. Nevermind I'll find someone better than you.

I made a mistake probably a huge one? I told someone dear to my crush I like him
It's that wrong, I don't think so. So he thought I wanted someone dear to stay away from him. No, that's not what I meant. I didn't even thought about that. I just wanted you to know. AND YOU KNEW it a long time ago, DUDE at least tell me you don't like me or you don't have feelings for me. NOT DO NOTHING.
Do YOU know what it's like to leave someone hanging around waiting and holding on to nothing.

but instead you blame it all one me. Good then. cause here's a song about you
I don't love you. Never did. click here to listen
There's a day I wanna tell you..
There's a time when my heart beats fast
There's one day I told your best friend I like you, yes I like you.

but then she goes saying things
and you believed her , well of course

Thank God I didn't love you
My heart would break if I do and you wouldn't care
It was a stupid mistake for telling her .
But I don't love you baby, I never did.

Today you tell me you don't love me
You think I didn't know that?
you think that she's better
you think that you're greater
Well you're no better

It's not my fault you can't blame everything on me
so these are the words I wanna tell you.