Felt alone ?

Things I find strangely pretty: dust swimming in the afternoon sun.

I'm gonna tell you this, It's not that no one cares, It's not that no one is there,

I mean I got friends, good ones.

But why do I feel so empty inside, though I'm sitting alone and I hate being alone

It's just feels like the silence is so loud, so awkward, so insecure like you're feeling that people are constantly staring you, have you ever felt that before?

but I have to, I have to play it cool, act like I'm doing my own business when I'm screaming inside.

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Oh and that guy I like, my friends are telling me I should just move on.
Stop thinking about him.
but I don't want to.