february

My thoughts are hard to write out. or even share for that matter. In my head it all makes sense,but in my mouth, words refuse to form. It's very frustrating, and that is why I will always just smile. I'm sorry that when I'm sad that I will smile. It's a whole lot easier than explaining everything or anything at all.

You have no idea. No idea of what I feel about you. Of how much I care about you. Of how much I think you're amazing and beautiful. Of what I think we could become. Of how much you make me happy and sad at the same. Of how much you made me feel alive. Of the butterfly riot that takes place in my stomach when you talk to me, or even just when you look at me. Of how much you make me worry and scared. You have no idea, do you? 

do you ever listen to a song and feel this deep inconsolable sadness that makes your chest physically ache but yet it’s the most beautiful feeling in the world