When it all falls apart

Do you know when I needed YOUR help the most 

you weren't there?

NONE of YOU were..

Don't know who my real friends are
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do 

Why is it that when I'm in need 

No one helps

No one cares

Everyone is too busy to even  bother..

I was there you know?

to help you

I WAS THERE FOR YOU

but look at it now, It's finally clear NONE of you all was there

What should I do?

Gotta pick myself up where do I start?
'cause I can't turn to You when it all falls apart

I just felt like breaking down everytime,

but, I can't people are smiling at me, 

It is so hard to SMILE back when you're in tears,

biting your lip, just trying to show the curve 

how can I even be happy =/

I guess all is left to do is
turn to Him :)