Something Unusual : I'm fine? =/

“Are you ok?” “Yeah, I'm tired.” (T)orn apart, (I)nsecure, (R)eally faking my smile, (E)xtremely sad, (D)rowning in my tears.

A strong girl keeps her stuff in line, and with tears running down her face, she still manages to whisper the simple words, "I'm fine."

We're all walking around with these glossy eyes. "I'm just tired", we say. But you know what? It's stupid. Yes, we are tired, but it's not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We're tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We're tired of loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozen of people. So why can't we just say it? Humans are so afraid to look into each other's eyes and say " I am unhappy, I am broken, I am hopeless and fallible." We've been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt but to be feared, Well, I say screw all of that, Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine, thank yous. Screw the fear of crying in public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spot to cover up our problems. We are humans. We meant to feel. To feel everything and to feel it all openly. We are not metal - we are fresh and bone. Our boiled blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. We are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide our human parts, because if we do, then what's left to show?

Stop keeping all those fears, problems , worries bottled up inside of you

spill it out , There's someone willing to lend a ear to you, Someone who cares okay? Sometimes you just gotta find the right person to tell to :)

If you ask me , I say I will seek Him,

Not when I'm lonely, sad, or just annoyed or in trouble cause