I didn't know how much I had to lose ~

Last night I heard my own heart beating...

come back, come back to me,

not before I knew how much I had to lose you ~

cause I lose my first pet 

I regret but I got you and now

I had to lose again

" Sometime we had to lose to gain"

but what could I gain?

God, I can't believe I had to lose her

She's the best thing that's ever been mine

even though sometimes she makes me mad

but I still love her 

and do you know that

A dog Loves you more than yourself? 

or your boyfriend or your husband ..

When I'm in tears 

she lick it all away x) and

brought a smile to my face :)

 and now she has to go cause

of she's not allowed to stay in condo's 

Sometimes people complain but they don't realized the person they're complaining about

Had to lose things, just to make them satisfied ..

and now she will not be there to wipe my tears away

or even you won't get to see my smile again =/ 

sorry I just don't know anymore

Cried so much last night, Never knew this was going to happen,

I just hope for the best

yea.. I broke down, my heart is broken

but I'm still holding on.. still keeping my heads up maybe this is for the best..

I still am faithful God, 

maybe , just maybe you had better plans for me :)

Thank you .

I ♥ U