Sunday, March 6, 2011

sometimes I rather be dead

When it comes to hard times, I break down a lot
get scolded few times by parents, friends, best friends like in one damn day
I just cried and cried again
Things are pushing me down
I don't want this to happen, why does it have to hurt so much
Why do I have best friends like that, saying mean words to me..
aren't friends suppose to comfort you when you're down?
It's like I can't take it ....I just wanna kill myself..



I'm just a girl with her own scars and her own smiles and teats
I get hurt like everyone else
I tried to laugh often :) but I cry.

Someday everything will all make perfect sense, 
So for now laugh at the confusion, 
smile through the tears and 
keep remind yourself that 
everything happens for a reason

Friends?
where are them when I need them?
when I did something wrong like terribly wrong
will you still be there?
will you forgive me ?
right I know , you will never forgive me

well, thanks for everything

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