I'm tired

Time to speak up 
I'm so so so Tired of friends and best friends or close friends?
Really if we were that close why wouldn't you say hi?
I'm not close to anybody anymore, I'm lonely
everyday I would try to cry myself out but I just couldn't I try to express it
I just can't, 

I still cant find the right one that really can make me feel secure

the right ear to listen and shoulder to lean on not seems to appear,

for all of my Life, how I wish so much I could have a real REAL friend

not someone who talks to me when they need me

Who used me....

I don't have someone to talk to

just let go of everything that my chest is carrying,

I feel like everyone's is just talking behind my back even close friends

seriously what's wrong with me?

why won't people accept me for who I am?

everyone avoid me, they just keep running away 

but you know what?

I love everyone, I accept people for who there are,

I asked them to be yourself even though some people hate them a lot

I still talk to them I still say change if you want to be a better person not

change so, people can accept you for who you are not. 

I don't have best friends to talk to,

and babble all my countless drama

well My Life :(