I'm still here ~

Yes It's been days since I last blogged cause my mom won't allow me anymore, no more,

It felt like the end of the world for me, but I'm glad to be here

Praise God for that :)

here it goes this pass few days wasn't the best

yes I do have laughters and happiness :) 

but I do have lots more tears and screaming 

I admit I'm always left out, and plus lonely.. 

every time when something goes wrong

I would wanna kill myself like just take the knife and stab right through me, cause no one will be there for me

it's my fate I guess

but I do think Im not alone cause there's lots more people out there facing worst , broke, parents divorce fights, blood and fire..etc etc, I just hope their okay 

every minute some one is crying, heart broken, dying

I hope I can change that one day

cause I believe I can :)

when I take a step back, it seems like everything is crashing but remember every cloud has it's silver lining 

Everything is gonna be alright in the end,

If it's not alright it's not the end 

be strong, and sometimes you don't  have to be so strong

you can just cry, let it all out 

sigh 

I'm so truly sorry

I can't blog now days 

play my music and guitar is how I  blog these days :)

love, Joyee :)