For you !

 I'm confuse of me,I don't really know who I am sometimes

I can't be myself for now, you know why?

cause my best friend , who can't accept me for who I am

She' says I'm being a bitch, like seriously 

What is a bitch,She scolds me and I kept quiet cause I don't wanna lose another best friend

and she told me not to talk about it to other people when we argue

obviously, I'm bad I can't take so, I told

and I irritated her a lot

I pissed her..Everything is her ..she had to be the first 

EVERYTHING MUST GO IN HER WAY ...

what about me ? what about my feelings?

she never asked, and I'm afraid of telling her anything at all for now on

I had no idea why, It made me change ,

 Oh yes I can blog about her here, she'll never read this anyway :P

from now on, I ain't gonna really talk to her cause, If I did tell her something she would just replied

yea yea whatever .. seriously WHATEVER WORDS KILLS!

I ain't gonna talk about me with her, cause she says  I always talk about me =.=

No more opening up to her, ONLY HER, gotta put her first..I'm gonna show you what a real bitch is like! just kidding bout the bein a real bitch..

anyway

revenge solve nothing ,NOT GONNA BE MYSELF , I'm seriously throwing away myself,

cause she says I'm becoming worst, she sees my true colour

Oh really? well I guess she don't even know me at all...

I've change 4 U ARCASIA ! and this is how I release everything , and everything stays at here..