I'm useless~

You know when it comes to that time,

when people seemed to need help

but, you can't do anything about it ,

It makes you feel useless,

you try to do whatever you can

but, it doesn't seems to work at all

It kills me a lot that I can't do anything about it

except for praying

yes God is ALWAYS there

He NEVER leaves us..

sometimes you believe that god doesn't exist cause they are people dying, taking drugs , war , sufferings etc etc.. you know why? 

well read this :

A man went to a barber shop to have his hair cut as usual.  He started  to have a good conversation with the barber who was cutting his hair. They  talked about many things and various subjects. Suddenly, they touched  the subject of God.   The barber said, "Look man, I don't believe that God exists!" "Why do you say that?" asked the man.  "Well, it's so easy, you just have to go out in the street  to realize that God does not exist.  Tell me, if God existed, would there be so many sick people?  Would there be abandoned children?  If God existed, there would be no suffering nor pain?  I can't think of loving a God who permits all of these things." The man thought for the moment,  but he didn't want to respond so as to cause an argument.  The barber finished his job and the man went out of the shop.  Just after he left the barber shop he saw a man in the street with long hair and beard.  It seemed that it had been a long time  since he had his hair cut and he looked so untidy.  Then the first man again entered the barber shop and  he said to the barber:  "You know what? Barbers do not exist!" "How can you say they don't exist?" asked the barber.  I am here and I am a barber."  "No!" the man exclaimed.  "You don't exist because if you did there would be no people  with long hair and beard like that man who walks the streets." "But, I do exist, and that is what happens when people do not come to me." "Exactly!" - affirmed the man.  "That's the point. God does exist,  and see what happens when  so many people don't go to Him  and do not look for Him?  That's why there's so much pain  and suffering in the world."