Monday, November 29, 2010

It makes me sick~

Families problem , relative blah blah blah
Seriously once on a Lifetime everyone will go through this but , mine?
Not once but too many times


Divorce?
Why would you wanna Divorce ?
can't you guys remember Why you both loved each other in the first place?
and get married?
and you give stupid reasons for a divorce ...


Inside every one's family there are
Secrets and  Lies~


Look, when I was young I have a lot of family problems
My parents weren't perfect
neither is my aunt and uncle and other relatives
They fought in front of me
Argue, shouted , hit each other
In front of a innocent 4 year old child who knows absolutely nothing...
And I thought that day was over, no more 
No more fights no more arguments ...
but I was wrong again 
More fights more divorce
MORE PROBLEMS


Seriously Adults have you ever thought of how the children would feel?
Left out_ Lonely_ Afraid_ Abuse_ Hurt 




And now I have to lie 
I Had to
I didn't wanted to
but I've got to
I hated to Lie
It makes you feel guilty 
It makes you feel so sick
It makes you burst out ...




I had to lie about not telling my Own father about what happened 
On the other side of the family ,
What happened to my own little brother
I'm stuck in the middle
No one could save me
No one could hear me screaming inside
No one would know I'm slowly dying inside


day by day 

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