Something Unusual : It hard but it's worth it ~

God's love

to stand up again

it's really really hard for me that I'm a Christian cause

my parents are buddhist

some people wouldn't understand at all

no matter what I say or do

cause you yourself didn't experience it before

right? :)

but I can tell you one thing

God's love never fails

He'll love you no matter what

even though you don't want Him to,

You see I grew up in a family of buddhist ? I don't really know anything about it, but both of my grandma's are very devoted ones as in they carry the tradition till this very day :) I've been to Church when I was very young cause of my dad's friend is a Christian I didn't know much about anything either but as I grew up I kept my faith in buddha hoping things will get better ? I even tried reading Chinese meditation ( I don't even know how to read chinese ) just following how to pronounce by letters of ABC, none of them work It's weird but sometimes it does sometimes it doesn't ...

How did I met God

Well the truth was a bunch of friends drag me into it, I really didn't know what to do during worshiping but as times goes by, I learned to I kept coming to CF (christian fellowship ) every Friday right after school and I felt something

Totally up spirit , They were really nice and friendly ( my buddhist friend would have say they are trying to brain wash you but it's not true cause i experience it myself ) cause when you really Met God , you know the truth and I accepted Christ :) It was hard last year and every year , I was confuse whether Im a Christian or a Buddhist , cause I still pray to both which was a wrong thing to do but at the end I finally found Jesus..I've prayed I've seen miracles right before my own eyes myself ! :) It was truly amazing and lucky to have experience that, but every time My parents hear Christian the direct answer would be " No" to anything related to Christian so yea..

I've been struggling to get my parents to actually know Christ, I'm still in the process anyway, there are times when I could just give up praying for it, cause my parents aren't that soft - hearted , there are many times that I cried and ask God why....? but I'm still here right? :) So I'll keep on waiting :)