Where are you?

I want to be remembered as the girl that could always smile even when she's dying inside and the type of girl that could brighten your day anytime even when she couldn't even brighten her own ♥
But i guess i was wrong,
I couldn't smile when my heart was torn apart by you


I should feel this way now,
cause I Lie to my best friend?
I was telling the truth I didn't lie,
She believed someone else then,
I betray her?
yes I did, but I did tell her that I didn't mean to 
People are people 
They lie
they can't keep secret when they're mad,
They burst it out...
and They are not perfect to,
That's me
but if secrets are told they are not called secrets anymore
It's better if you keep it to yourself or just forget it .


Hey do you ever screw up so badly that no one will believe you anymore?
well I did a lot of times
Look, I made mistakes , I tried to change,
I learn from it,
If you hadn't done any mistake at all
you haven't even Live your life yet.


I'm sorry?
Or I'm not at all
Now that you're gone..
I don't even know what to say =/